Almost all of my prospects fit the Failure BLOG profile, but every now and then one will reach the Success column and if they managed success then they are dead. If a suicidal person kills themselves that means they were successful right? Attempting to think all of this through logically cannot be done without scrambling your own brain. I have had one such prospect that dealt with my kind of prospects in her professional life and all it managed to do for her was drive her crazy. At the start of her career she was able to see some level of success in her work, however; the longer she worked with suicidal people the more it started to wear her down. I have ranted the two previous days of success and failure to set the precedence for JaneDoe7.
JaneDoe7 was a married professional, married to her job that is. She came from a modest up-bringing and worked hard to reach the goals she set before her. JaneDoe7 enjoyed the love and support from her family and everything else that came with a family that cared. The only problems JaneDoe7 suffered in her life came from her patients. Full on straight jacketed as insane as a person can possibly be type of people, that is what JaneDoe7faced every morning as she traipsed off to work. Not something that most of us world care to do that is for certain, yet JaneDoe7had been doing this for ten long years with little to no gain in her patients wellbeing. Success in a disciplined life to finish all of the schooling required to be a person in her station, but a failure in her ability to actually treat a person who has become a complete basket case. Nothing short of heavy psychotropic drugs will effect a person who is that far gone and that to me is one of the most foul things that can happen to another human being. Death would be more preferable for some of these people, but since they are not in control of their own wits,
they cannot make this decision for themselves.
JaneDoe7 started down her path to absolute failure when she decided to take matters into her own hands regarding some of her most severe patients. Is started with a single patient, similar to how I got started down my path. From that one patient it soon became two, and then three spaced out over time so as not to bring suspicion on her or the facility she worked for. Two or three severe mental patients succumbing to extreme treatment will not usually raise alarms, but close to a dozen in a single year definitely will. JaneDoe7 had become overzealous in her fatal decisions regarding several of her patients and now was on the road to ruin. This would not be something that JaneDoe7 could easily escape since she was the leading physician in charge of all of the deceased patients. All of the scrutiny would start with her and work its way down to every last person on her staff at the treatment facility. At first JaneDoe7 was not likely to take her own life over the situation, but she was beginning to lean heavily in that direction.
This is where I enter the stage for my dramatic performance at attempting to save a life. JaneDoe7 seemed like a person worth saving, she was an intelligent, hardworking and caring person that gave everything she had to save the patients she cared for and I was determined not to let her succumb to her own follies. We all make mistakes in life and what JaneDoe7 did is not something I would have done, but I did not feel it was worth her dying over either; at least not by her own hand. How would that look for a prominent physician in her field of treating mentally ill patients to commit suicide? Not good, is how that would seem. The media would tear her legacy apart. I will post more on JaneDoe7 tomorrow.